Honouring Your Inner Truth
The “shoulds“ are back again. Those little devils are devious aren’t they? Today is what I deemed to be Tarot Tuesday and yet there’s no tarot reading created or posted. Why? Because I attuned myself to my highest truth, tapped into my authentic core and it said, “It’s done.” Okay…but shouldn’t I do one last video to explain that I’m no longer creating and posting them? “No. It’s done.” But…but… . “Robin, it’s done. Move on.”
Ruthless!
I feel like I’ve grown up needing to explain myself. Let’s get real here, I’ve over-explained myself to too many people and felt the need to justify everything. In this journey of honouring my inner truth, self-worth and self-love, I have discovered that I didn’t have boundaries. I gave too much of my power away to others feeling indebted to them with grand stories of what happened, why it happened and everything in between. It’s exhausting and so unnecessary. Even they don’t want to hear it. No one cares!
Tarot Tuesday mattered to me. And yes, I have received beautiful feedback of how it has helped others but I feel with my intention to where the business is heading, it’s evolving away from that. I have mentioned my other platform where I dedicate myself to tarot and that’s where I feel readings need to be to grow that channel.
What’s challenging is honouring your own truth and standing firm without rhyme or reason as to why you are making the decisions you are purely based on what your higher self and intuition are telling you. Obviously, logic comes into play as well, don’t get me wrong here. But when the true connection to oneself and the essence of all you are stand at the peak of your mountain, governing your existence, it’s the juiciness of living your best life to be aligned with your highest self and intuition guidance..
The should’s really crept in when I allowed my highest truth to flow through me and I take heed to what it’s calling me to do.
Surrender.
No controlling. No appeasing. No ‘shoulding’ all over myself. No outside noise or taking on the opinions of others.
This also means in many cases to, “shut the fuck up about what you are doing.” Barf!
To go from over-explainer to shutting up about what grand ideas and creations you have in the works, is a tough one. Big dreams sometimes need to stay energetically protected until they become the real thing. What I’ve been experiencing lately is a deeply profound sense of guilt, shame and upset that what I’ve shared with others about the things I’ve been working on, creating, exploring and building haven’t achieved their fullest potential in a real, tangible and abundant way. This isn’t to include everything I’ve spoken of but I’ll be frank here, I talk a lot. Too much in fact. But it’s gotten to me lately. So, I’ve been going within rather than reaching out. I had to ride that wave of my own disappointment to learn the lesson of having the proper equipment in order to make it through those crashing waves in the storm.
I’ve made peace with that.
There are other reasons why I feel the need to justify and over-explain yet I won’t get into that on this post. See, I AM learning! 😉
The point I want to make is that no one will understand your truth the way you do. They can have compassion and empathy and hold space for your truth but not one person on the planet gets you the way you do. What a gift! It is why your uniqueness, your creativity, your knowledge, your feelings, the way you express and share your highest truth is ESSENTIAL for this world. You aren’t a robot programmed by some crazy money making business head. You are a soul having a human experience and your soul won the lottery coming to this majestic planet. Honouring your divine nature and the relationship with your spirit is the key to living a life of beauty and purpose.
That’s why listening to your inner self is the absolute truth of life.
No explanation necessary.
Honour the reasons, the seasons, the ebbs and flows of the journey. Give gratitude for what was had, experienced and created, then with love and openness, allow the space for the new to arrive. Even if you don’t know what you desire to fill it with at the moment. Get curious and ask yourself with genuine love and connection, “What am I calling into my life? What am I being called to create, do or experience? Who am I being called to serve?” You’ll get your answers. Even if it takes a few times to ask. I always like to ask that the answers be for the highest and greatest good for all. That ensures the answers are from a loving place that breed life rather than from a fearful mindset. Once you get the answers, ask for help and steps required to make them a reality and trust the actions you are guided towards.
It’s a practice. All of this. It takes time. Yet it is this practice that has served me the most, which is why I must share with you.
I trust what comes through and have become more devoted to listening and respecting the guidance received. Your truth will never lead you astray.
My deepest gratitude for you all as you continue to forge through the newest creations and unfoldments of this enchanting business with me. I’m so excited to see what’s to come.
And I deeply appreciate you holding space for me to honour my truth and continue to show up here.
Much love,
Robin
